A DROP OF TEAR

Somedays far behind,
I checked My lifeline,
There I saw no harmony
Because of my disordered rays.

Future is not secure,
For any success I have to fight more,
Tedious days are going on,
No happiness like dusk and dawn.

Oh My Lord!why you played?
With my life and with my sake,
Sorrow has dismayed my mind
Desperation with no sunshine.

Happiness doesn't give me smile,
Sadness doesn't give me tears,
Sometimes I question Myself
Is this my life?Does anybody cares?

Someone's happiness gives me tears,
Someone's tears worth my smile,
This is the Universal Truth of World
which I thought for a while.

Still my hope was dwindling,
I thought sometimes to surrender my life,
Then In my dream an Angel came
Asked,"why you wanted to end your life?"

Whole heartedly I told him everything,
Asked for help and prayed for zeal,
He said"Don't panic,You are the best"
Think like you are Gift of God,leave the rest.

Words from him were astonishing,
Filled my Heart with optimism
I decided to fight till My last breathe,
A drop of Tears mixed with happiness reached my lips.