Perception to loneliness

Loneliness in my life has played a role,
which made me realize its soul.
It can be felt n realised,but unfortunately
Never be seen even if you are alone.

Sometimes when I think of it,I wonder!
What loneliness can be meant?
Is that when I can hear the sound of unseen air,
Or its that when I hear my pulses?

Only being alone in a room is not being lone
Sometimes it happens if you are with all,
but not being observed.
Now the question arised in my mind
Are the 'ignorance' and 'loneliness' can be synonym?

Slowly I realized,not all the time
But sometimes,it can be defined.
Loneliness can be felt positive in the case you are in love
Being alone you always enjoy to think about your lover.
Though ignorance is meant purely negative,
It can only shatter our heart.

Being alone,you may smile
But being ignored always gives tears.
Ignorance is the most bitter part of our life,
so I felt its always better to be alone with your loneliness,rather being ignored.

In a search of true love,I'm lost

Love is divine to me,I Assign
No one can put this behind
Everyone wants to have someone in their life
With whom they can smile,with whom they may die.

Love can lure,love can make you blind
To the one you love,you trust them infinite
Some knows the language of love and how to define
Though all species in universe understand it sensitively.

Love cannot be explained or learnt from somewhere,
It is soft feeling in which you have to adhere
Love is painstaking and inseparable,
No one can avoid because it is ineluctable.

I am in a search of my True love,
A true heart whose rhythm match my beats,
Oh you lap creator,don't check my patience or hope
In a search of my True Love I am lost.

My insight story

Sometimes I cry,silently looking at sky
In a bluish-black top at the night
Myriad star twinkling,as my tear shines in light.

Sometimes I smile lonely for a while,
No one can see just as peacock dances happily for monsoon in the forest.

Sometimes I feel bad,I also remain sad
some said words hurt my heart,
Rythm of my heart beat never match my fate.

When I spoke less,people defined me proud
slowly I developed my skills,
Now they call me "Chatter Box".

My small heart never hates,but my all hope really fades
When I hear someone uttering me of being
selfish,jealousy and proud.

Compliments really make me smile,
But they never stay longer in my file
Negative points wins over my positiveness,
which sometimes really repine.

Finally I decided to have my own ways,
being happy,independent and giving values to my own self-respect
Is my only Aim.

My Learning Stage

A day when I tried,
I learned how to fight
With the people around my aura,
A chapter of diplomacy with a series of counting.


A day when I thought of life,
I learned the importance of success.
Happiness is a synonym of success,
Disgust & tears are meant for failures.


A day when I thought of my Aim,
I learned how to be patient.
For achieving your final destination and goal,
How to welcome a series of failures & desperation.


A day when I thought of my specialty,
I learned the art of uniqueness.
A trial for being important to others,
Tact to be moon in the cluster of stars.


A day when I fallen in love,
I learned the meaning of sacrifice
Love can never be defined with ease,
somewhere it is happiness,somewhere it ends with compromise.


A day when I dreamt of marriage,
I learned how to be responsible,
How to handle the critical situations,
How to become respectful within family.

A day when I thought of death,
I learned the fact of Illusion.
Every species is having same destiny,
empty handed we had entered n empty handed we will leave.

Risks

To laugh is to risk appearing the fool.
To weep is so risk appearing sentimental.
To reachout for another is to risk involvement.
To expose feelings is to risk exposing your truth.
To place ideas and dreams before a crowd
 is to risk being called native.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To live is to risk dying.
To hope is to risk despair.
To try is to risk failure.
But risk must be taken,
because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
The person who risks nothing,does nothing,
has nothing,is nothing and becomes nothing.
They may avoid suffering and sorrow,
but they cannot learn,feel,change,grow,love,live.
Chained by their certitude,they are slaves,
they forfeited their freedom.
Only a person who risks is truly free!

LIFE IS PRECIOUS

Life is a sky 

To our life we can never speak a lie

Bad or Good are like the stars

Even any one mistake in life can put you behind the bars....

Life is a chance

So stare at life but never have a glance

A chance to prove our best 

A plan of God to give us a test

MERIT would surely meet heaven 

But failures would feel guilty then

Success in life would have been optional

If God in every strong path would have not given us signals.

Life only means faith in God

No other severe truth is there than the presence of Lord

My heart pains when somebody utters the word "DEATH"

I think,while holding my breathe

God has chosen for us the proper time of death and life

So Why to deal with scissors,rope and knife???

TIME AND DESTINY

Sometimes life take turns..there is no limit of anything..even you yourself could not find your origin or its end. So its always better you yourself decide what you have to do and you do it leaving rest at lord…although someone said it truth…

“Samay se pehle bhagya se zyada

Na to kisi ko mila hai na hi milega”

So its all about Destiny,,, though hard work is required but it only work till your luck and time.

Well I have seen that many people have belief’s  that they  can change their own destiny.

But I challenge that you can’t.By hardwork you can only reach your destiny. Although  you may have observed  we get something for sometimes and then we loose it. God is playing somewhere, and everything is already decided.

The things which are not yours you will never  get them and the things which are yours ,you will get them by working hard.

Now here are some instances by which I learned something

“I WAS UNHAPPY THAT I DON’T HAVE SHOES…

TILL I SEEN THE MAN WITHOUT LEGS”!!!

I read a real life story of a man who through out his life struggled a lot for achieving a reputed position in the society .Did a lot of good things for the people at his small age..but when the time for his relaxation and enjoyment came he lost his legs…

What a curse it is I asked myself?

I never say people to be pessimist instead I request you all friends ,,Never give up in life .fight till your last breathe..Enjoy each and every moment of your life.. Do but Don’t die….be satisfied with the things you have and try to achieve more..THINK BETTER DO BEST…ITS ALL YOUR LIFE ..

A WONDERFUL GIFT BY ALMIGHTY!!!

Pursuit of Happiness

Every morning when I wake up,
I think what I will do?
Counting days for my new start,
I plan to start my new view.

Every morning when I wake up,
I think what I will pray?
Dreams for my Alma Mater,
I wish almighty for my sake.

All my friends have their ways,
Hustle-Bustle all through days,
When those days will be of  mine?
Arduousness with new sunshine.

Past one year was school days,
Ends with sweet memories,
Embark on to new ways,
as Pursuit of Happiness.

Love

One day a thought came in my mind!
What is love?How it happens?How you can find?
Someone special for yourself,
For your life so called soulmate!


Love is a desire a feeling which require,
Trust and faith with some sensation,
An emotional bond of special relation,
Which gives you happy completion.

Oh! My soulmate my partner my fate!
you changed my life with your entrance,
Its really hard for me to explain,
what I felt for you at our first date..


In my dreams you always come,
I think of you when I remain alone,
Do you feel the same for me?
My longed wish you are sweetheart to me!!:-)

IS LOVE A CRIME?

I miss the days when we were together,
I miss the nights when we flattered,
Though we are still connected,
But I miss the relation in which we were commited.

Those past days were memorable,
Chattings,gossips,unnecessarily,
Discussing whole night about future,
praying to lord for,
not to see somebody as not yet sleep.

I miss the care which I got from you,
I miss the taunts for my stupidity,
I miss the person who patiencely,
Use to listen my worthless stories.

Oh!thou lord you tell me today,
If love is a crime in front of people,
why you created feelings in us?
Why you created hatred for the loving ones?

A JOURNEY OF ENJOYMENT

I cannot forget these seven days of my life,
In which I enjoyed all the time.
In the ceremony of seven phera's
Ecstasy of being apart of family members.

Marriage is a commitment of two persons,
though they have to take seven "VACHANS"
promises of being together with always,
with eachother till their seven births.

Everyone showed their zest n zeal,
In the wedding home,as I feel
Hustle-bustle everywhere in the flat,
preparing for the best out of themselves.

Gossips with relatives & cousins,
pulling each other's leg n teasing unnecessarily,
pronuncing Exactly as "Egg-jacktly",
Dancing over the disc-jockey for the hours,
Are some main features which never let me forget those precious moments.

We gathered,we enjoyed n dedicated
A Journey of enjoyment for A Journey of new life.:-):-)

A DROP OF TEAR

Somedays far behind,
I checked My lifeline,
There I saw no harmony
Because of my disordered rays.

Future is not secure,
For any success I have to fight more,
Tedious days are going on,
No happiness like dusk and dawn.

Oh My Lord!why you played?
With my life and with my sake,
Sorrow has dismayed my mind
Desperation with no sunshine.

Happiness doesn't give me smile,
Sadness doesn't give me tears,
Sometimes I question Myself
Is this my life?Does anybody cares?

Someone's happiness gives me tears,
Someone's tears worth my smile,
This is the Universal Truth of World
which I thought for a while.

Still my hope was dwindling,
I thought sometimes to surrender my life,
Then In my dream an Angel came
Asked,"why you wanted to end your life?"

Whole heartedly I told him everything,
Asked for help and prayed for zeal,
He said"Don't panic,You are the best"
Think like you are Gift of God,leave the rest.

Words from him were astonishing,
Filled my Heart with optimism
I decided to fight till My last breathe,
A drop of Tears mixed with happiness reached my lips.

MY EXPECTATIONS ENDED IN SILENCE

A silence can break a noise,
Every thing can be kept aside,
somewhere in my heart deep inside,
It pains like something shattered,but i remained quite.

I waited for your response,
As long as I could beyond,
Time passes by,as the tides from the ocean,
But unfortunately there was no Expression.

I remember I prayed,I yelled to almighty,
I asked to make me numb,
Today I want to feel to realise,to cry
But its hard to find tears in my own eyes.

The whole world seems to be silent
Every thing appear to be doomed,
No existence in universe I found,
But still in my inner part something rebounds.

Why my heart never expects?
Is the reason it fears of insecurity of sake!
Insecurity comes out with anger and noise
But still I tried myself to restrained.

Our life is full of expectations,
Incompletion never give us satisfaction,
Attitude calculates our determination,
perspective of a person gives fly to its own ambition.

In this way Expectation is,I defined.
In many way people confine,
My own words were valuable to me,
So i preferred to stay quite,quite n quite with a fake Smile.